Saturday, October 25, 2008

OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrocmnkNJvg

I want you all to watch the video above before you read my blog.

As most of you know, I have been going through a lot of stress lately with work, school, moving, bills, etc.. Today I watched this video because a friend of mine told me that it was good. As I was watching I was thinking, okay, what is the point of this video... I continued watching and it starts out with her following Gods every move. He gives her food, happiness, beauty. Then she continues to dance with him. And all the sudden, she is distracted by a man who swept her off of her feet and tempted her with Lust, she is then distracted by Money, She begins to want to drink like all of her friends, A model walks in and she begins to become envy of her. The whole time God is jumping up and down waving his hands, saying "HEY, I AM OVER HERE, COME BACK, PLEASE COME BACK TO ME." She doesn't hear him, and her life continues to go down the wrong path. She thinks, what else is there, all these hard things in life are not worth living for. Then walks in a black suited person, who enforces cutting herself. She begins to try and end all the pain, then realises that is not what she wants and tries to go back to God, but its just too hard. So she attempts to shoot herself, maybe that will be quicker and easier. But no, She can't do it. She then realises that GOD is the only way. She runs and tries to reach her one and only father, gets beat down, but gets back up, she keeps trying and trying, and fighting. Finally , She makes it to him and all those things of the past continue to beat on her and tempt her, but God holds them back and guards her! He then puts his arms around her and takes her where she belongs.

WOW!!!! This has got to be the most amazing video I have seen. Yes, I have been going through a rough time, But watching this video has reminded me that there are going to be a lot of tough times and struggles and temptations I will have. But as long as I keep fighting for GOD, I will find myself with eternal happiness in Heaven. NEVER EVER give up. Jesus NEVER gave up on you!

If you were not touched by watching the video the first time, watch it again with this interpretation of it. Then, tell me that this video did not touch your heart and soul. What an awesome God we have!!

Thanks for reading!
<3>

Monday, October 20, 2008

Steve

So, Steve sent me a comment on Myspace saying that I need to update my blog because it has been 4 weeks!! haha... well, I am currently trying to get moved. I am moving back in with my dad and stepmom and 2 brothers. I am very excited and wanting to get enrolled in school in January. But, I have been VERY VERY busy lately, and have not had much time to update this. My computer is also sometimes working and sometimes not, I am getting a new harddrive this week. But I promise, after October is over, I will probably have more time to update!!! 

Everything that has happened in the past four weeks:
- Pedro because the crazy ex boyfriend who was threatening to kill me
- Work is still stressful
- I am moving out by october 31st
- Dad said I could move back in with him
- My car battery died completely on last Thursday
- Now, I have no radio in my car, cause honda has a stupid code you have to use after the battery goes dead
- My computers harddrive went bad
- My stupid roommate is STILL not out
- Oh ya, she came home with a cat that i told her she could not bring in my house, and now my house reeks of cat poop and cat food. 
- I am going to start going to school in January to become a teacher
- I hate packing
- I have not been sleeping well
- But, even though there is negative that has happened in the past month, I am moving back in with my family and going to school to do what I love. I am very excited about that, I can not wait!!! 

I will update everyone more later.

Sienna